what am i doing?? i m blind i cant see the way pls lead me!! i m soso lost, god lord jesus pls dont give up on the missing sheep. i need u. i feel so helpless, my studies my future my goal..everything.

hmm i am not that angry now for all my memory in my hard disk being delated by my brother. i think the reason is all the memory will not lost in my heart my mind n soul.. all cant be forgotten unless until my death

原来不是他们不适合我，而是我是我不适合他们

小女孩要长大

我想小女孩需要碰碰钉子才能长大．　
要不只是住在自己幻想的乐园里是无法知道这天有多高，海有多深．．．
也无法知道真理，事实及世界的残酷．　小女孩想要知道世界的痛和泪．
小女孩不想白吃白喝住在宫殿里像公主一样等人侍候．
小女孩不想被当井底之蛙，她想用自己双手脚去体验人的人情世故．

她知道她会碰钉子撞墙子．．．她会努力不让自己受伤，正因为她长大了！

a terrible disease got a fine cure

this thing had haunt me for weeks, and giving me sleepless night.

finally no insonmia again i sleep from 11 to 10.^^

hope i m not addicted to the drugs whahah

Lord i do belive , help my unbelieve.
主我信，请补助我的无信．

meaning of love

love is forgiveness

forgiveness is love

love is an action
~~~ the willingness to forgive is love