The great dream of the three little trees

Once upon a time, in a deep forest living three little trees. They are from a family with the best quality of wood fibers. Hence, they are all very proud and ambitious.
On day they all are discussing about their dreams and plans in the future, they are competing with each other about how great of their own dreams.

The first tree said my dream is to be a tool of the king, so that everyone will honour me.

The second tree said, there is no big deals, my body was so strong, i wanted to become a a biggest ship that go acoss the world and have no fear of strong winds and tidals and to be sailed by the greatest fisherman on earth.


The third tree said, i wanted to be on the highest peak on the mountain and i wanted to be seen by everyone.

Ten years after, they all became matured and as strong as their parents they are so happy and excited to pursue their dreams.

Then, a man came to the forest he was delight to see the three tallest tree in the forest and decided to chop the three of them ( trees ) . This might make good fortune to him as he need extra savings for her wife to deliver his new baby.

The man have plan on each trees,
The first timber he will to make it into a manger to feed his livestock .

The second timber he would like to make it into a small boat to catch fish , so that he won't be afraid to starve his family.

The third timber he would want to sell to the mechant to earn some penny. However, he was out of luck because no one wants to buy his timber so he sold to a middleman with very low price. The timber was not use for long and was abandon in a old storage.

All trees were sad and disappointed, because their dreams were dead.

A YEAR AFTER, a pregnant lady, Mary and her husband Joseph had came all the way to this city, Bethlehem to deliver her baby but all rooms were occupied. Mary gave birth to her firstborn baby and laid him in the manger. He was given the name Jesus, the king of Israel. The dream of the first tree had come true.

THIRTY THREE YEARS past, a man called his dissappointed and fatigue disciples to sail the boat to the centre of the sea and cast the net there to catch fish,they all do it with suspicion but they followed his order and the day was rewarding .He is the best fisherman because he was the only man to fish for people.The dream of the second tree had come true.

Soon later, the last timber was spoted by a roman soilder. They quickly made it into a big heavy cross. Jesus was then hang on the cross on the top of the mountain, no people fail to see him. Together jesus and the cross bring glory to the heavenly father and the salvation to his people. The dream of the third tree had come true.

Set hope with faith to the living good , he never fail to hear us.

vivi is afraid, horrified,terrified and petrified

i m scared ..it maybe nothing when i tell the matter but is bothering me, i do not know what to do.
i love my chemistry but always cant do it well. now i cant even finish my paper on time . i desperately wan to do best in my chemistry paper so desperate to prove to myself prove to dad prove to others, that i m capable in doing my chemistry. i wanna do well like any other people too. but now>.< i cant even finish my paper , m i just being to ambitious?
But i wan to be ambitious that is what i wanna be.. can anyone help . i m so scared

没 有 的 证 明-without evidence

现 在 的 我 以 对 生 命 有 不 同 的 看 法， 对 世 间， 人 类， 动 物 植 物 的 互 动。。
我 爱 上 生 命 中 平 凡 中 的 不 平 凡， 那 一 种 感 情 好 不 一 样， 要 说 也 说 不 上 来，
可 望 恋 爱， 但 却 不 想 谈 恋 爱
单 恋， 名 恋， 贪 恋 你, 但 你 却 看 不 见
你 在 时 想 隐 瞒 对 你 的 思 念， 不 在 是 又 一 直 美 化 我 和 你 的 过 去
思 念 变 成 呼 吸 般 普 通， 自 然
以 前 为 因 你 掉 的 眼 泪 不 再 伤 心， 而 是为想 起蜜糖 般 的 甜 蜜。
你 问 我 相 信 来 世 吗？ 因 为 你 信。
我 虽 想 念 你， 很 想 飞 奔 到 你 那 里 告 诉 你， 但 我 仍 要 告 诉 你 我 不 信 因 为 在 我 之 上 的 那 一 位 已 向 我 证 明 永 生 之 道， 所 以 我 只 相 信 未 来。
那 我 们 是 否 就 没 办 法 再 见 呢？ 你 在 来 世 我 在 未 来， 我 们 又 要 错 过 吗？
那 也 无 所 谓 了， 因 为 错 过 是 为 了 更 精 彩 的 后 面。

死 亡 的 看 法 呢？ 是 个 未 知 数 因 此 变 得 可 怕。。。 又 或 者 有 放 不 下 的 遗 憾
可 是 对 我 而 言， 死 亡 让 我 看 见 了 生 命， 而 且 是 不 平 凡 的 生 命。
像发 生 了 可 怕 的 灾 难 或 是 病 痛， 死 亡 变 得 不 可 逃，
人 类 的 毅 力 却 在 自 然 生 态 中 让 他 们 存 活 下 来，
努 力 过 了 不 代 表 失 败 而 是 走 现 一 步，
所 以 失 败 的 可 能 是 慢 了 一 拍 的我 们。
正 因 为 如 此， 我 为 了 走 那 狭 窄 的 道 路 需 要 更 努 力 了！！



最 后 的 我 还 是 任 性 的 抱 着 一 丝 希 望 等 待与你再见 的 日 子。

the meant vivi

hello here , i would like to say sorry to all my brothers n sisters..... so so sorry, i cant help to be mean . I dun even know since when i have change to such person . i never know i m such person as well, i felt so bad about it. I m so sorry that my words bring needles. why are you being so mean vivi ,why?? y r u doing this? is dat necessary? Do u know your word hurt others as well? what right do u have to justify others? what do u have? do not forget u r just a nobody? what makes u so proud n arrogant? without god u r just a worthless piece of shit

the new path or lost?

My journey has continue... the road not taken
the path full with uncertainty and unknown
the path i have to walk alone
the path whereby is dark and sees no light
the path that makes me fear to take a step forward
the path that must be chosen
it is my destiny. to find ,to hear and to rely on you..

The COWARD

The attitude of never be afraid and daring was once possess by me??ever??
i guess the answer was a fine NO.
I knew the need of self-confidence, self-esteem , and believing in yourself will be a must to be successful. BUT i never have one of those, because i have always been a coward and being afraid to lose, to afraid of failure, being afraid to embarrass myself, too afraid, too afraid too afraid of everything just like an ostrich...which hide itself in the ground as if no one will see it so that it wont have to confront the strange n awkward situation. In which this always have ended to brought me to the great failure. This is because the little mini minor challenge had been given up by me from the very beginning even before the starting point... And of course challenges was always an opportunity to grow so that it enable us to be successful. I understand the values but i never practice it, i am just being afraid of pain.

Even though some times i do get the chance to perform or speak for group, i never did a great job NEVER EVER.. i am sorry to all my members which i always have been 扯 you all punya 后 腿 i have never be a good member, i felt really guilty & sorry about that really especially my act and atitude, i even pointed to others to do my job as the job had already assign to me. i hate myself being nervous at the front even they are all my classmate and it has already been so many times.. i hate it i hate it. Why will i always act so silly and stupid in front to make fun of myself???..then i am back to my place and being disappointed of what i have done...How many time is this going to repeat? i already 18 a great adult... am i still gonna perform like this for another 100 years still giving herself an excuse being nervous and lack of confidence?? OMG that is ridiculous and very funny if these continue i really dunno how am i going to face the future's challenges and the world.. is that why that i am not i am not qualified to be a tool of god as i am useless and weak.. i will never be as great like our mother Marry,the disciples of Jesus, St Paul, saints , mother Teresa , Michael Jackson, and of course those who work hard for god..ys and even my sis to be so brave and daring... only me who cannot do it only me....still acting like a cry baby who being scared as mommy was missing.( a pampered child)
Pls help me!!! i wanna get our of this PLS PLS PLS

God save me ffrom slacking again

Psycho psycho ..... aRrHHHHHHH
how to do??? really hate to study those research can anyone help???
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
16% of my marks gone again ....

my Little Rock Scripture Study's Graduation

Finally hehe we r all out of jail keke....... thankyou my Lord Jesus Christ for letting all my group member to be graduating with me. We are all gathered here in the name of yours to share the words of you and being the witnesses of you.
I am so sorry to dat i m always not good enough , just like any people we fell down, so god please strengthen us.

To be graduated from the Prison of st. Paul 1st we need to finish the letters from st.Paul-Epistle to the Philipians, Philemon,Colossians,Ephesians (which i adi finish damn damn happy) and our attendance should be 70% very strict ler. SCARY
Luckily i finally was bail from the prison hehe. When my prisoner barcode was announce is wrong der.. then Father da hua is like looking at me staring n very sure dat this person is present n he waited n waited me to come out ended he wanted to tear off my cert adi lol
gosh damn embarrass wei haha .. anyway i m bailll!! who cares abt dat hahah.

to all my friends i really wanted to share this person with you all that is St. paul. but i really wanna go to bed adi maybe next time .. he is really great n interesting ..

ya n dat pic is my prove hehe n my cert i din post la lazy haha

the last minute outing in my holiday

wow a lazy morning again hehe.... my alarm rang wor 5 times still snooring lol kesiannya ...... woke at ten okok should start on my psycho research die lu lazy to read lol

nvm go have fun 1st hehe , zhini n sue yen msg wow.. suddenly so many dates lol jkjk
so 1 went out to meet my great buddies( yen n wei wei) at sp really long long time din c them le missed them a lot lot . i say again alooooooooooooooootttttttt!!!!!!!! good thing they r coming to sunway - really soon hehe.. but both of then got hubby sayang liao left me alone sob sob nobody 1 haha . good for them la both couple also so sweet .
sing K at amp karaoke - gosh we got two group 1 keep singing 2nd can play 1 2 juice... swt la
y not singing??
SUE YEN wanna pak tao also next time ma teman ur hubby me n bo yuan damn cham being light bulb again damn gan ga la gosh luckily be4 dat got hao yuan teman haha but he more kesian la no transport to go back , faster thank me for being such a nice person to send u back home while risking all our lives wakkakaka..

SO, Bobo yuan owe me once ya really jam arr go to your house nearly miss my graduation

Ps. miss u guys alll

the Curse

wah my family damn cam last month just back from australia, my dad had ask us to paint my room.- my sis drop off from the ladder ended up need to X-ray. yesterday me kena motobike bang, my face ruin adi . today is my younger sis turn to gan jioug to get in the car n fell down.
gosh kesian. my little brother u better be careful i might be your turn... wkakakaak

Now Now Now again my tradegy story

Jun 22,i haven't even complete my pass story now i have a new 1 hot n fresh news!!!!!!
any1 interested???? call me 012 xxxxxxx lol special delivery huhu
Now the story begin, today plan to go to mega optic to settle my contact lens after bringing my sis her lunch box. Feel good my contact lens is not dat expensive than i thought lucky me sigh phew.. must be becareful to keep my luck on.
the next i cross the road i stop a car myvi great a nice gal she let me pass i turn right n left ohhoo good no car then i decided to cross fast ...........bish bong bang a sound heard the next second i m lying on the floor DAMN got to get up fast i touch my forehead ... some sense of sore i guess my hand? oh ya blood 1st time i m still standing middle of the road...just a few steps more i will reach my car why does this happening to me?? is dat simply i m blur or a new lesson for me?i du not noe
but i m still consider lucky i m not seriously 1 thing n got ppl actually lend a hand to me, a few ppl ask am i ok n got 1 even offer to drive me bac n i really follow him..
i do not noe y n how i trusted him enough to sit a stranger car, but he is really really good he drove me home asked me am i ok?? or did he need to send he to the hospital .. dat is really really warming n touchy u noe..

just my mom she heard that i got accident then my sis picked up my phone n exagerate n say i might involved in a terrible accident. when she say me she is like cheh peng ong shiong only so sad la.... nvm atleast i m really fine just my face ruin adi... wai yong liao+++ my leg , arm n butt got some blue black lo still can't die yet .
if really got thanks for those who r worrying me but need not to do that
I AM OKAY!! so dun worry

the doctor say might got scar lu who made me worried a bit cos is my face now bengkak some more sob

The miserable and valuable experience in the year!!

Jan, 5th the day i went for my driving test ...morning 8 am (dat is very early for me)not too excited nor bored just normal.. my instructor start briefing us , he told us aim the best car ya , if not mati engine dont blame him lol..so must aim properly no insurance 1 =.= well, not to be proud i pass my slope perfectly followby parking n 3 point turn, everything just took 10 minutes.. awesome huh?
wat is next? stupid on the road la engine dead for more than 4 times " kamu turun sekarang jangan buang masa" omg i like wtf i flunk shit the test i waited for 5 hoursss ARRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHH
i gone pretty sad n angry.. but my story is not end yet because i "sudden brake" too many thime dat my stuff in m bag has drop off, the most important dat i din even know until... i forgot when i start searching my hp.. is gone cant imagine i lost... just like dat ......JUST LIKE DAAATTTTTTT??????????
the phone i precious most now everything has gone, especially the msg u left for me
Or r u telling me dats fate? asking me to accept the fact ??
oH YA maybe..

pain that i never imagine

hi there, u have told me the pain that i never imagine . yes i u r so true, i couldn't imagine n experience the pain u pass through , the pain that worst than anything include death. the feeling is as u were dead and reborn from a new cell n regenerating ur body. Recover at a really really slow pace, bit by bit. everyday u struggle to be healthier than yesterday being tough n strong. Why r u always being strong alone as u do not need anyone . why u never lean on someone to hope for support. i know u need it.. just like any one of us. You can be strong once or hundreds or thousands but please be weak once can u?? let me be by your side at least once... i beg u plssssssssssssss

i will never say goodbye

The day u hv gone to a place which is far away from here without my notice u left. What should i do why is that so sudden that u left me alone... i knew u tried hard that's why u r always faster than me in the journey. why cant i win u once n ever???. stop leaving me behind , i will never give up to reach where u r now. u wait and watch-out the revenge AAAAAARHHHH u made me mad!!

Ps. i said u gonna watch-out, have u copied? have i made my sentence clear?

first in FIA

I missed my first orientation because of my driving test. now the only thing i knew is the class i hv but not the classroom, gosh 4th floor is like a maze (i m just telling the truth)... okok i admit i got lost anyway not trying to exagarate anything but i really got lost i took 1 month ++ to used to it okok maybe two months i m sorry.. ok back, then i meet tim he got lost with me too haha ( someone got lost with he wakakaka) then we r being the missing lamb following the the sheppard - Mr.Jeffery , we r following where ever he is going picking up missing lamb too...
hoooray finally reach our class, then my second team mate chun zhen , not a confident speaker in english but really gay lol joking joking no offence.

These 2 are my very first friend in Fia anf team mates really thanks them a lot for giving me a good time. because i joined this course alone.. hehe