The iMperfect day

the day was my big day .. hmm i knew i knew i should be grateful is such a way... but still
i do not know why.. am i a bit green here? i guess yes i am coz i never get what ppl get on their birthday..
But in true they also din get what i get on my birthday.
then why compare?
then why jeolous?
then why unhappy?
then why remember?
then why forgot?