the Reminder that i wish i wont forget!

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

Love Potion

Sometimes love were so normal,just like breathing in the air,
it was so usual that sometimes it was hard to felt it presents.


Some we thought that relationships does not need to make effort to maintain it.
It was as natural as drinking water, we never thought we will lose it someday!

All were so natural, so usual that as if we take it for granted?

Prayer when Ones is down

I know, lord, that you believe in me

Dear lord,

There are decisions

That must be made

And obligations that must be fulfilled.

There are deadlines to be met

And duties to be performed.

But I know, Lord,

That you will lead me to the right path.

I do have bad days and I make stupid mistakes;

I know I sometimes fail to live up to people’s expectations.

But, Lord, despite my shortcomings

I know you have not given up on me.

I am not as beautiful

As I want to be;

I am not as young

As I used to be;

I am not as talented

As I wish to be;

I am not as strong

As I strive to be.

But Lord, you make me feel

A am someone great

Because you choose me

To be your servant.

I know I am special

And important in your eyes

You gave up your life to save me

And set me free. Amen

the Speaking test

sigh... i have been worried for yearss, it finally comes to an end .hehe

Today finally is my speaking test , i enjoyed throughout the whole exam.It is really interesting and i have so much fun . My group members were lugman, viknesh and lent.
I am consider quite lucky as i am in the second group so we actually have time to break the ice. And most important my group members were quite friendly and chatty lolz..
the topic for today is what is the most important thing you need to prepare when you are to go to the first job interview. There are four points which are:
1. to get information about the job
2. to get information about the organisation
3. the dress attire
4. to improve communication skills

Eventually i lack of a bit bit luck. Because i am candidate A which means i must speak first.
sigh.. that is not the point , the point is i miss the word 1st job interview, which i actually focusing too much of getting information about the job ...sad luckily the examiner was lineant she reminded me and asked me to speak more in part B.

In part B we are actually having a discussion from the topic given just now and create an arguement. The mr. lugman keep intterupt me .... when i am having a debate with viknesh..
stupid 1!!! other 2 which is lent and lugman quickly stand on viknesh's point n support him right after viknesh opposes me.. bad fellow la they all bully me...=( making 3 against 1
but is really nice to have them in the test, they are quite chatty so we are able to maintain the conversation there isnt any pause or silence.. ( i laughed throughout the conver, but i hope the examiner dont mind because she laughed too... at me fighting against them lolz hope she enjoy it )

Jesus just love me so much he blessed me.. i LOVE LOVE him tooo hehe

戴佩妮-一个人的行李- having this feeling now

Just feeling to go travel now, i wanna go i wanna walk i wanna run wanna climb wanna jump.
i wan peace and silence ...i wanna be out of here. Like a bird in a cage is thirst of freedom and wanted desparately to be release. It cant wait a second more to stretch its arm to let go and fly to the sky with no boundaries no restriction. And it is ready to claim all its freedom which no ones is able to deprive......................
The never ending journey had started.

The iMperfect day

the day was my big day .. hmm i knew i knew i should be grateful is such a way... but still
i do not know why.. am i a bit green here? i guess yes i am coz i never get what ppl get on their birthday..
But in true they also din get what i get on my birthday.
then why compare?
then why jeolous?
then why unhappy?
then why remember?
then why forgot?

the blur day

muet......i suppose i din aything correct except myself to the exam hall .zzz
1. i forgot my ic
2. i brought in the wrong exam slip
3. i din bring pencil
damn .. a swt swt day, lucky me is i still feel calm hahah
God is with me.
so i told the teacher i forgot to bring my purse i got nth to proof myself i asked can i call my mom, she said ok go call. lolz
i enter and out the hall dunno how many times liao >.<,
i park my car just 3 steps from the exam hall then i buzzed my car for few times lock and unlock coz forget this and that. wow i think i m incredible. that time i really feel like using a ccloth to cover my face >.< i got no face liao sigh..

Some complaint,
the audio for listening is just really suxxx.. they repeated dunno how many times n the disc got stuck, they even change 3 cds zzzz
at that time we only left last 2 question , i think they just love us so much and refuse to let us go lolzz we spend extra 20 min just for the last 2 question. stupid nia haha